Today is another special day,
I sit here and sometimes seems unreal.
All the messages and beautiful words.
I graduate Again,
A higher degree this time...
for some just a paper,
Others a respectful status
For me
a relief...
I certainty That I can do whatever I want.
You see,
For me... well
I initially started for her,
To show her I was more...
that I was not the same as my dad...
Because that mattered.
But then I did it for me
Because I needed to believe I could do it.
A paper,
A status
Knowledge
A better job
those are just bonuses
Because my biggest gain is without a doubt a certainty that I can do it,
Regardless,
I worked, through my degree in a job
I completed other courses and training related to work and business
I had a newborn baby
plus the housewife and motherhood duties
I slept very little,
my time was limited
I was emotionally low dealing with my post-baby hormones ah
and in the middle of many "I can't do this" and "Why did I put myself through this"
The Reward arrived,
And so much this choice has taught me:
Both on a professional and personal level.
And this is the reason I believe in myself because I am not giving in to fear,
I believe that I can because I do it even when it seems impossible.
Or in my case unrealistic,
Yes, I admit no one around believed, but I did
and So Today I am going to put my red dress and my stiletto heels, I will wear my best smile and walk down that stage.
What I have lost
What has changed in my life
is part of my experience and I am so grateful about it because
I continue being truthful to myself.
Dear Godmother, Dear God, and Universe
I am grateful to continue to be so blessed,..
With Love Dinha xx
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