We're Real Battlefield
- Jul 11, 2020
- 2 min read
A roller coaster
...of emotions...
What it was a dream a few days ago
It is a reality now!
How do you do when everything you dreamed about
all your life
Knocks at your door and says...
"It's real..."
- wait... I need time to think
- No thinking... is real!!
Tears, smiles and a tight chest...
and
Reminiscing years of this battlefield
where the pain was the main substance to get me high
love was the reason
and the bubble
Oh the bubble!
a constant battlefield between what I should do
and what I felt
an eternal debate on what should be and what is not...
and what really is...
a love that consumes me...
a battlefield
of hearts, a love story and everything else.
where I tried it all
and I stopped being the ghost
to live life instead of watching life pass by...
to allow space for happiness
and wishing the other half to be happy
while I secretly watched.
and continued in this battlefield
never wining
To then come to the realization
that no matter what I do...
No matter how far I go
and how messed up things were
Nothing will ever change.
the thoughts will always be present
the feeling a part of my being...
and with the blowing of the wind
I felt it down my neck...
That long, intimate and present look in the eyes
a hand-pulled my head closer
"I am sorry" whispers
I feel it down my spine...
This invisible bond that I fought against for so long:
Strong
as it was in the very first smile,
hypnotizing and sincere
Tight
as the arms around our bodies
the smell that arouses us
and lead us to want to be like this forever,
Powerful
as the energy pulling us back
the words spoken in moments like this
spiritual and unifying as one.
Deep...
as the orgasmic sound and motion
felt when two souls are entwined in the sea of emotions
understanding what words cannot explain
and prevails
as the years go by...
with a promise of a happy ending.
Many lifetimes
our souls met
and will carry on meeting...
"We must surrender to our purpose," they say!
Enough of running.
I am awake now...
Where are you...?
"You and I...
we are messy
we are complicated,
understanding
but...
we are real..."
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